Evolution
I cannot pinpoint the exact moment that it happened. Our relationship did not just morph from Sir/girl to Daddy/baby girl over the course of an evening. The change was slow and I see it as a relationship evolution; something that we adapted to because we changed along with the change in dynamic.
If this had been a couple of years ago, I more than likely would have freaked out. I had preconceived notions of what a “DaddyDom” was. I was afraid what that might represent and I didn’t think at the time that I was capable of handling such a thing emotionally. Now, at this current stage… I can look back and see that my fears were unfounded.
Conquer4love as my Dom, does take a parental role in our TPE. He is my provider and the law in our household as well as in our relationship. He is not by any means a father figure. There is a difference between being an actual child and needing a father and being a grown woman and needing a Daddy. Him being my DaddyDom means that he takes care of me on an even deeper level emotionally than that of being Sir. And I being submissive am driven now by an additional need and want to be a good girl for my Daddy.
I find a great deal of comfort in being his baby girl. I also find a great deal in freedom emotionally that allows me to go deeper in my service to him by being closer to who I am and being allowed to embrace that. Part of being a grown woman and being a baby girl, is not in acting as a child but in having a high level of vulnerability and innocence in regards to the surrounding world. A baby girl needs protection both from the outside world and from herself; this is where the dynamic of Conquer4love being my DaddyDom comes in for me.
I am comfortable with the evolution that has taken place in our relationship. The change was overall a subconscious one the became a part of our everyday lives. I love my Daddy even more than I can fully describe in words and I am proud to please him as his baby girl.
~surrender4love
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