Squirt (Not the soft drink)…
I had become obsessed with the idea of making surrender4love squirt. I find it to be hot as it is a total release with nothing hidden or held back. In order to make her squirt we have been doing a lot of work in the realm of energy and self acceptance. I have worked on the self esteem issues that have plagued her as a result of society. Society has been determining that women should all look like Barbie and any who don’t should be rejected. This type of rejection causes a fear in females that even if they do look like Barbie they are still never good enough.
A squirting woman has full body rolling orgasms that rock her body, she is unable to control her reflexes, her body or even her mind. The beauty of a female after she has had a squirting orgasm is nothing short of amazing. The female mind during a squirting orgasm shuts down to where they take on an almost childish state of mind, unable to complete any but the most simple of sentences. This has been my goal with surrender4love for a couple months now and last weekend we finally achieved it.
It started on the “loverly” side with a lot of kissing and petting, an attempt to involve every sense as deeply into the experience as I could. After a lengthy loverly session we moved on to penetration with her on her back, hands pinned above her head and legs spread wide. We have a standing rule that surrender4love is not allowed to orgasm unless she asks and is give permission, in order to prevent her asking for permission my lips were pressed with force against hers. After a little while I released her arms and allowed her hands to roam my body.
Feeling her body shake as she held back the orgasm I became more forceful, not pausing for even a second in the thrusting. Continuing to ravage her body and feeling the tears of exertion roll down her cheeks from holding back the orgasm I finally released her lips and spoke the command “Cum for Daddy”.
The orgasm wracked her body, she gasped for air and went into uncontrollable shaking and sobbing fits, with a deep moan she exploded, warm fluids shooting from her pussy and drenching us both. She continued to twitch and wiggle in ecstasy for nearly thirty minutes, unable to speak anything beyond a basic word and mostly just giggles, in deep orgasm the entire time. After her orgasm a light touch or breath on her body brought her to the edge of orgasm again.
There is something really cute about a woman who has been fucked silly, truly silly as in unable to speak anything beyond a couple of words. And when those words are spoken there is such a childish enthusiasm that she almost seams like a child learning how to speak all over again.
I find this to be almost the golden chalice of dominance, the ability to take what was once a fragile girl and strip her fears and insecurities away leaving only sexuality, spirituality and acceptance. To be able to bring a submissive to the point of ecstasy and hold her there, to show her body the power of an unconstrained orgasm. This is the sign of a master, one who can not only master himself and control his submissive but to be able to control her body to the point where it belongs to him and his touch, where she has lost all control and he now controls her through the pleasure that he chooses to allow or deny.
Her submission has been absolute in the last week, after the experience that night she has been ready, willing and begging to submit to any desire I have no matter how odd or perverse. This is what I see should be the goal of every dominant, to bring their submissive beyond the “I serve because I am submissive” to the level of “I serve because my body aches”. You can not fight the body, only the mind and in this case she has shown her mind and body belong to me in all ways, when I touch her now I can see the ripples of remembered pleasure surge across her body and the ache for more filling her eyes.
The experience for me has been enormous, to know that I can take her to the point that no other man she has been with could That I can take her to the point where her body, from the top of her head to the tip of her toes is writhing in desire and a simple touch can again bring her to a spasming orgasm. To know that her thoughts will never again be on what another man would feel like because they are always on what I have made her feel like.
~~conquer4love~~
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