Posted by: by surrender4love on September 2, 2008 @ 7:01 pm

I miss my journal. This past week has been really hard on me and without having the time to explore, express and then discuss things with Daddy… well, it had me feeling like a walking shadow when no direct contact was made.

I’m one of those people who needs a moment to separate what I am doing, such as cleaning or cooking or sewing and actually open my mind up not to what needs to be done but being able to just think about something other than what needs to be done. My day to day life revolves around what I need to do and what Daddy expects of me not what I want to do or what my thoughts are on certain things. Because my mind travels over things at a rapid pace, if I do not focus on what needs to be done then things do not get done and I end up in a spiral of jumping thoughts and actions.
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Tags: journal entry, Social Perversion, submissive journal, surrender4love

Category: In Real Life, submissive journal

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