Posted by: by conquer4love on September 1, 2008 @ 1:28 am

Wow, it has been a crazy week and I do have to say that I am sorry for not updating.

I was made an OP in the #domination_and_submission chat channel on Collarme.com and one of the first things I had to do was get a bot up and running to handle a lot of the manual work. This has been a very busy week between work, the channel and helping friends with personal issues. Please know that surrender4love and I are doing well.

Surrender4love has been going crazy this last week because of a lack of journal for her to write in, the easy way to resolve this is to have her post it on the site but she often journals about the mundane in day to day life that I am not sure would be of interest to anyone but me. I personally would love to have it all online but feel it would quickly out us if she started sharing information about friends and family as we are a fairly abnormal couple with an abnormal family and with even a little information someone that knows us would be able to link us to the site… this would hurt people that I have no want or reason to hurt, the innocent can not suffer for our attempt to be somewhat public about our lives.

I also do not wish to burden my girl with idle tasks such as writing parts here, copying it to paper and then finishing with the day to day that is only of interest to us. I see this is an issue that I must resolve soon as she is lost without her journal.

I will let you know how this is resolved.

I will post a “deep” article tomorrow night, tonight is just a thinking and sleeping night.

~~conquer4love~~

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Posted by: by surrender4love on July 6, 2008 @ 2:20 am

I enjoyed today, enjoyed the closeness and am excited that he will be home for another day. Now, I know that it sounds as though he were going some large distance when he really just goes to the next town to work and is home every night. The shortness of distance doesn’t mean that I like it any less.

What has always been interesting to me with Conquer4love is that he is the only person that I have been able to be around all the time. Normally with me I need a certain amount of personal space in a relationship. I have never been able to be around someone as much as possible and not get tired of them or end up needing a break from them for a day or so. With Conquer4love, I have never needed that space from him at all and what’s more I don’t want that space away from him.
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