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submissive journal: September 2nd 2008
I miss my journal. This past week has been really hard on me and without having the time to explore, express and then discuss things with Daddy… well, it had me feeling like a walking shadow when no direct contact was made.
I’m one of those people who needs a moment to separate what I am doing, such as cleaning or cooking or sewing and actually open my mind up not to what needs to be done but being able to just think about something other than what needs to be done. My day to day life revolves around what I need to do and what Daddy expects of me not what I want to do or what my thoughts are on certain things. Because my mind travels over things at a rapid pace, if I do not focus on what needs to be done then things do not get done and I end up in a spiral of jumping thoughts and actions.
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There’s a God with a whip!
Beltane by Sharyn Turner
No, I don’t mean that God. Set your minds lower to the dirtier, animalistic side of the spiritual; the Pagan side. My Horned God and all that is male centered with the universe as a whole comes to me through BloodLustDaddy. He is my physical male representative of the divine and it’s not all because he whips me. When I look at him and obey him, in a sense I am falling in line under the will of his spirit and in doing so, I honor my own spirit as well.
Our sexual and personality preferences are not something that we can detach. The same goes for our spirituality, it is not a detachable or an interchangeable aspect of who we are… it just simply is who we are.
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Living with an unreasonable man
BloodLustDaddy is opinionated, strong in his core values and unshakable in compromise. His way of life, is truly “My way or the highway”. His unreasonable nature is for me, one of the greatest things about him and what makes him an ideal Dom. He is made for dominance and he owns that aspect of himself.
Too many people skim over the surface of life being unsure of what they want. Not knowing who they are or where they stand on things; not so with BloodLustDaddy. I never have to worry about him not making a decision on anything. I never have to worry about him not allowing his dominance to be a part of everyday life. I never have to be put in the position of “toping from the bottom” in order to get through the day to day things of life; something that I have dealt with from men in past relationships.
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I am a man, I am allowed to be unreasonable…
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History.
I am going to make some broad generalizations now that may upset you, please understand that these observations are based on my personal experiences. Though they may not apply to everyone I feel that I have had a large enough sampling in my years of dating to make an educated observation. I am sure there are exceptions, you may be the exception, but I am going to state things as I see them. So that you understand where I am coming from, you should know that I have what some would deem as an… excessive history of relationships. The majority of these relationships were short lived (six months to a year) with a few lasting from four years clear up to ten years.
The majority of my relationships in the past have been the very model of “normal” and “acceptable” by societies standards. As an example one of my last relationships made everyone else happy, they saw us as the “perfect couple” and often attempted to duplicate what they saw. The issue here is they were only seeing what we wanted them to see, they never saw the power struggles and the four hour arguments that took a toll on our relationship and trust for each other. Often I looked around to try and find why these things were happening in what was designed to be a good relationship. Why were we fighting? Why were we engaged in a power struggle? Why would she be manipulative? Why would she purposefully engage in behavior designed to make me jealous? Why was each day an attempt to break me down more and more from a dominant man into a easily manipulated pawn?
I have never been the type of person to be content with that “things just are” explanation. I have always been driven to understand why things are and what cause and effect exists in each situation. Being that these were vanilla relationships, questions were always left unanswered and simple questions were treated as personal attacks. By forming a group of female friends and a series of surprisingly open and honest relationships, I was able to get many of the answers that had plagued me for so many years. I am going to make my observations and provide substantial evidence in order to back up my observations. Afterwards, I will explain why I am happy to be an “unreasonable man” and how this will never change.
Observations.
- Women are manipulative
- Women are pathological liars
- Women both seek out dominant males and fear a dominant male
Making our own fireworks…
Tonight BloodLustDaddy gave me something that I have never before experienced and it is something that I will never forget. Out at our local park for the fireworks celebration, among a crowd of people camped out in the grass BloodLustDaddy pulled me aside. We sat back several feet away from our family; he on the grass with his legs spread and I sitting between his legs. I had worn a skirt to the park and as we cuddled up closer he reached his right hand down my skirt and under my panties.
Amid the fireworks going off and our family looking back at us occasionally, he worked his fingers over my clit. I was so embarrassed at the idea that anyone walking by or sitting near us would be able to look at us and know what he was doing to me. I was paranoid that we would be caught but he was making me feel so warm and I was getting so wet as he rubbed me that, it didn’t take me long not to care about being caught. He told me that he wanted me to orgasm during the fireworks…and I did. It was such a new experience being manipulated that way in public and I enjoyed every moment that he touched me. When I did cum, he put his mouth to my ear and called me “a dirty little whore”.
My overall take on this year’s Independence Day celebration: Best one Ever! Though I do wonder what’s in store for next year.
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What dominance means to me (Part 1)
**start-note** It should be noted that the explanations I use bellow are in reference to OUR Long Term 24/7 TPE and not to people who come in for short to medium term play. This post should not be assumed to represent the ideals or thoughts of any other dominant that you come across, in fact I find them to be a little uncommon when speaking to many other doms in the world.**end-note**
Dominance in the family and relationship is important and one of the major factors to the success of our relationship.
I have been in many vanilla relationships in the past but they were always tarnished with the back and forth power plays that plaque most “equal” couples. Our D/s relationship has allowed me to take the reigns in our relationship and direct where the family goes, where we focus our efforts and how we get where we are going.
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